5:40 p.m. - Thursday, May. 19, 2005
Ballz
I don't know what is wrong with me lately.
It's like I get into these horribly miserable moods where I miss all the people in my life that have gone...& I'm not sure why or how it happens, but I end up being totally miserable for a day or two. I swear it feels like a chemical inbalance or something.
I'm still dying to call Amanda but don't have the balls.
I'm dying to tell Bill off & I don't know why.
And damned if I miss John in the worst way.
And I'm still wondering if Jamie will ever have the nerve to be face to face with me again.
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